Its been a rough few weeks balancing work, kids and housework. I hope every parents that are heavily involved with their kids celebrate by end of friday this week. Well deserve pat in the back for the hard work and not be mentally affected by everything.

My quarantine time with everyone home had no help from my hubby unfortunately. Yessss, I have to make sure my 2 kids are on top of schoolwork, juggle work and on top squeeze in every little break to make lunch and dinner. Its not easy but unfortunately I don’t have a partner who helps or care to offer. Most days I just feel like a single mom. One thing I learned is plan things ahead. Don’t go off the schedule as things will go off course and can’t go back. As much as I regret alot of things like decisions in life, I can’t look back. Its the path I chose. Its sad but for the kids I must continue and not hold grudges. There is nothing left of me other than making sure my girls are safe and all.

Yesss, I am constantly reminded almost every day or week by some inconsiderate person that I have no break and a really hard life. I must admit I do but what can I do? I don’t need someone to remind me nor brag how good their husband is. I get it, I am weak I am useless in my relationship. Who doesn’t wish to have a healthy and loving relationship? Unfortunately, I didn’t make a good decision in life. What can I do now? I just hope everyone well except for myself. Its my sad life so dont constantly remind me. I get it!!!!